rather liked my past weekend. went for a bbq at downtown east. crazy bunch those people are. haha. cute cute. glad everyone tried to make it. but really feel bad that i did not stay over. can't la. cause got tuition the next day and a meeting. argh. they seem such a nice bunch that i wanna know them better. oh well, hopefully there'll be more chances. there should be la i think.... acutually rather regret that i did not do much during the camp itself even though i was the AGL. it still takes me a while to heat up to people and open up to them. sigh.

meeting went well. maybe one of these days when i'm more free i'll go do up the blog page again. actually wat that senior said was right la. we should really think about the future. actually for me i do have those intentions that he mentioned liao. but it just doesn;t work when not everyone is in it together. or maybe i'm just not confident of myself. i should really learn to let go i think. let go of the role. i;m seriously pulling myself down into deep shit. i think i just like the attention without having the ability for the job. oh well...

just completed my lab report which took me 3 nights already. and i have lab session early tmr. argh!! and i'm not even sure whether i did them correctly not. i miss my previous lab partners!!